
They were so excited that it was finally their turn to hop out of the car and run in after all the years of watching Olivia do it. In fact that's exactly what they did. They jumped down ran in with their cute little red bags and didn't even look back to wave goodbye to me. It made me tear up a little thinking that they weren't even the least bit sad to leave me. That day I took Liv to work with me since she hadn't started school yet. She was so good and just sat in my office sewing and then watching something on the Ipad. After I was done with work, she requested that we go to sushi for lunch, so we did. It makes me so happy that she loves sushi as much as me.

Then, after lunch we went to mall where I let her pick out one more new outfit for school. She of course picked a dress and the way she finally decided on which to pick out of the many she had liked was whichever one was the longest (very practical for school playgrounds). Then, it was off to Liv's first Let's Play Music class of this school year. They are starting to play the piano this year, and she is so excited. I haven't had any trouble getting her to practice every day.
Derek has been dressing the boys in matching clothes whenever he gets the chance just to really drive home the fact they are twins I guess. The first week of school he sent them in their giants gear. Ya know...gotta establish where our loyalties lie straight off.

Soccer has also begun again. This year Liv moved up to the U8 division which means it's all the girls who will still be under 8 but older than 6 at the end of this calendar year. She is the only kindergartener on her team, but she seems just as tall as all the other girls and seems to keep up with them just fine. Liv did great in her first game and ran the whole time. She was definitely pooped by the end, but who wouldn't be.

Today was Liv's big first day of kindergarten. She was so excited and wore this other dress I had let her pick out with a cute belt.

She had two backpacks already and I told her she could pick which ever one she wanted to use instead of buying her a new one (I'm a mean Mom; however, she didn't seem to care). She decided she wanted to sport her Princess Sophia back pack.

She was all ready to go 10 minutes before the bus was going to pick her up. I probably should have just sent her walking around the block because her brothers and I were dragging and we literally almost missed the bus. I pulled my car around the corner and saw the bus driving past. Luckily it was on it's way to the stop. So it stopped mid street and I pulled my car to a stop behind it. She hopped out and ran up in time to be the last one boarding the bus. I felt bad it was so rushed. I didn't even get to see her excited face as she was getting on the bus. I can't wait to hear about her first day.
Overall, I am holding it together pretty well with all these new changes. But, I'm not gonna lie it has been way harder for me than I anticipated. I do have this somewhat underlying anxious feeling most of the time just thinking about how big my kids are getting and them embarking on all these new things. I haven't slept well for weeks probably because I am just stressed about it all. Well that and I can't really exercise well with my bum knee. I swear if I could just go for a good run I would feel much better about all of it. I think I just feel like for the first time I'm not in control of my kids lives. I mean up until this point I feel like I was in control of everything. I choose where and when Liv when to school. I choose all her extracurricular activities and I was highly involved in all of it. But this kindergarten stuff is something else. She's going to the school we are zoned for, with whatever teacher they tell me she will have, and has to go every day and do homework (it's not optional any more) and I'm struggling giving up my control over to this kindergarten teacher. Hopefully as we settle into all these new changes and I get more familiar with everything and see how much the kids enjoy it over the next couple weeks my anxiousness will calm down.





























